things need to get off my chest

he think Nathan isn't his and want a paternity test! everyone know that's his... I do not stray! thank you very much. those who knows me I am very ...Practical, so to speak. and when you make me very angry such as harassing me and denial your off spring, you are going to be on my black list! arr that just irritating to me. I got my self into this mess, I'm going to get out of it, that's for damn sure. I'm can start cursing in three different languages at the same time so, Arr be very afraid!
he thinks that after over 1 1/2 year of no contact, boom, day before fathers day, he want to call and harasses me? every time child support get a hold of him, he calls, then dead silence ( which I love the peace and quiet) then many moon s later constant late night harassment! I feel sorry for his new wife , she has no idea what she got her self into. the verbal abuse, the alcoholic, the constant procrastination, the lies, the list go on. I never know that I can have so much anger to another human being! well, I just want you to know the other life I have lived and survive!

new med !

nathan is doing pretty well this week! he stayed the whole time in his regular kidergarden and was well behave in his BED class! so I think we may find the solutions! yay. the con is when the med wears off, boy he sure a little work up and tent to make uncle joe his main tarket! ( sorry man). he goes back to the Dr friday. as for me I'm not doing so well in my Acc, Econ , and Business math. I 'm going to find me a tutor today. wish me luck and Pray for me!

new shirt

got me a new shirt, so cute!

Myrna off to Japan!

today we send myrna at the airport, and at the security check point, they question her id ( something to do with her signature?) I think. well, I hope things will go smoothly for her for the rest of her journey. I guess we'll miss her, lol. after we send her we went to target and shopping for a while( we seems we can't live w/out Tarjay). while at target, we also eat at pizza hut& have starbuck. yummy!
Nathan got put back on concerta for his ADHD. well, that all for now. miss you myrna!

tears in heaven

tear run down my face when I heard you were leaving this evil world for good. why so soon? I was not expecting you to go so soon. you were like a second family to us, let us in when we have no where to go. you always looking out for us , giving my son mooncake everyday, making sure " tarzan " does not run out to the street. thank you for being such a kind, and loving person who we love and think very highly.
I pray for you , everyday I pray for you, I'm glad you don't have to suffer any longer, I know our father will take good care of you . suffer no more.. the tear is not all sadness, the joy of knowing you . ... can't I say anything better? I have no words to say.

Dear Havenly father,

Please take good care of my dear friend, which I know you will.I'm sorry I didn't come sooner I know you would like to see us. until the day we meet again.

we love you Carl.

Goodbye my friend
You can go now
Goodbye my friend

This picture is taking last week, I think. I lose some weight ( well, kinda) lose some inch mostly from face - waist. still , I happy with the result. I'm starting my second round of slim in six this week. well, school will start Aug 15! and Nathan will start kindergarten on the 27Th. how exciting. as for me I have to change some class due to the canceled my personal finance class! the only thing I can take is Intro to films! ( hey, at least I get to watch movie! and get me up to 12 credit).
my class schedule is:
Accounting 120, macroeconomic 225, business math 121, humanity160 (Films, I hope is still available). I guess we will miss Myrna this semester, since she leave at for Japan at the end of August! I know she will bring me back something awesome!

Scholarship info

two weeks ago I had an interview for Dauch/Elizabeth & Arthur Pierce Memorial Scholarship. I was so scared, because I never really have to be interview for scholarship before! anyways, I went in about 2:35pm and I was a nerve wreck until I walk in the door! there were five people in the board room and they took turns asking questions like, why did you choose this college? What make you choose this major? what would you say when you are retired and looking back , what would you say is your most proud (accomplishments) things you have done?
a little bit about me and my past, my goals career and education. then they ask be about being bilingual difference in Thai and Us cultures. the interview supposed to last 15 min, but it ended up being 35 min long! when it was over, they told me they would inform me by mail the following week. then Monday... nothing, Tuesday... nothing, Wednesday... nothing at this point I'm beginning to think " yeah I'm not getting this." oh well, I still have the other two scholarships you know. then Thursday afternoon, Frances handed me a letter from the college, I was thinking a reject letter? but its so think! I open it up and there it was in big bold letter... Congratulations, you are the 2007-2008 recipient of the DCCC Dauch/ Pierce Memorial scholarship!!! I was so ecstatic, I scream!!!!!!!in amount of $4950 for academic year! I am so grateful and thankful of this wonderful scholarship! I 'm still 2 credit hours short for the fall, but next week I will try to register one more class ( intro to films).